What is it going to be this time? It’s with this question that I open my mind – I’m currently in the mood to write something that’s motivated by this burning eagerness to right my wrongs.
I spent countless hours and precious brain cells dwelling on the things I did not understand. I spent so much time thinking my talent was a crime that was holding me caged in a cell of creativity when what I had to do was finish my notes on objectivity, impartiality and judges and the Law.
I spent so many days in so many ways allowing a book and it’s author to write my life. I’ll probably hate myself more because I could write a book about my life, dedicate it as a present to my future with lessons from my past.
I’m sure it would help me when I need to get around certain obstacles that I don’t need to get tangled in, like that time when I thought I needed to write a rhyme on each page just to make my story sound right.
But I’ve still got time, I’m far from my prime and my youthfulness has given me a drive to survive and every time I come across as flooded by useless thoughts I’ll remember to dive straight into my words, write them down and just hope I don’t drawn in myself and my mind – which is probably what had me feeling so encaged in creativity, neglecting the opportunity to write my life.
Now I can right my wrongs, I’m feeling blessed because I can write my wrongs with precision and persuasion and oozing a creativity that has set me free from the cage where the books and their authors and judges had me convinced and convicted and sentenced to a life unwritten.
Your talent is a major plus! Creativity rules! Make art, not war!
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Whoop๐ thank you ๐ฏ
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Suuuuper dope.
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๐ wow thanks for enjoying it ๐
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I’m sure you know this already, but I’ll say it: There’s a great rhythm to your writing, I can even see this piece morphing into a poetry performance.
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Thank you so much Roxie. What a timely comment because I have been worrying about it recently.
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Right my wrong. I love this a lot
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You are too young to already have regrets. You are young enough to live, write the book later? (Iโm mentally an Old Nona, apologies. Cheers,H
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Nah I think there’s something in my nativity that can create something special. I’ll write on just to give my readers a chance to understand me from reckless youth to my mature days of old๐
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Guilt and recrimination are essential to the creative mind. There will always be criteria dictated by your chosen course, however false and illusory, that will hold you back. What seems special today will be facile tomorrow: amidst all the silt there is a jewel – believe me, I have several hard drives full of silt!
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